When we have finally reached the level where God’s will and our will are indistinguishable in all our thoughts, beliefs, attitudes and behaviours of the day, our Thought Adjuster becomes eternally one with us. Unfortunately this process involves much more than simply praying for God’s will to be ours. The rub of the process is that we have to attune our will with God’s, and this involves decisions, decisions and more decisions accompanied by disappointment, disappointment and more disappointment as we do a post hoc analysis of our failures in achieving our heart’s desire.
What makes this attuning our will to God’s will so difficult? I suggest two reasons:
- The fact that life is simply not a process of two wills impinging on our being but countless wills, for example, the will of those we love dearly and could not contemplate hurting; the will of our insecurities where others are concerned which negate our even attempting an action which would meet with their disapproval; the will of our firmly held convictions about what we are or should be; our misconceptions about what life is, who others are in relation to us, and who we are.
These other-than-God’s will exert, millisecond by millisecond, their pervasive directional power over us and our major challenge is identify each and every obstacle in our task of eradicating all other than God’s will in our daily thoughts, feelings and actions. And change is difficult, painful, and requires determined and concentrated effort on our part.